Today i realised how much i miss the end of last year.
Life was heaps simpler than - i'd just started a band, i had just begun my HSC and frienship politics was at a bare minimum.
Zoe had her spewbucket.
and liv would always get angry at us, because she never understood us. I don't think i even understand us anymore. Perhaps i'm just going a little nostalgic, but i want sleepovers again, adventures around town, jumping on beds, stealing mum's tequila and filling it up with water.
Liv looked like MC Hammer.
She's still the world's biggest dag. I miss drinking red wine with sisters, watching dvds, sleeping three in the bed whether it be me liv and meg, or me, liv and zo or me liv and dee.... and we'd all get annoyed at bonnie and eat heaps of food and listen to music on the laptop and laugh until our bellies hurt.
And i couldn't raise my eyebrow.
Yeah, i still can't do that. But everything else has changed. Seemed to have lost my innocence, a bit of my spirit, that willingness to embrace life. Just a little bit of it. But i miss it!
This time last year i never would have guessed or predicted the year's events. Never would have guessed i'd be where i am now. Never would have guessed how much friendships have changed.
I miss this.
we were just kids and i realised just today that we're not anymore.
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